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I thought I was immune to writer\u2019s block, but here it is in full effect. I stopped writing completely for 10 days, but that didn\u2019t improve things. It just made me feel sad and empty.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So I\u2019ve started writing <a href=\"https:\/\/timothypatrickbrown.com\/index.php\/2024\/05\/07\/write-it-all-down-by-cathy-rentzenbrink\/\">morning pages<\/a> and that is helping. 500+ stream of consciousness words. I\u2019ve got faith that I will get back to the novel and that it will be finished. 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